Originally posted on FB on Tuesday, 28 June 2011
For every smile I ever smiled I have cried a thousand tears.
Every dream I ever desired. Every plan I ever made. Every hope I ever longed for. Every someday is all gone. In an instant gone.
The fact that a person can simply cease to be is so profound to me now. From one day to the next, here and then just gone. Gone.
They say grief comes on you in waves and it is so true. A day or two of happy thoughts and smiles doesn't mean things are better it simply means the next wave of tears and missing, sadness and desperate longing just hasn't hit yet.
I miss my partner in life, my friend, my lover more than I can ever ever express. I can barely grasp that he is simply... Gone.
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